seeking

I have begun to seek knowledge
the soil I seed my my seeds in
is that of firm of faith
the more I seek
the seed starts to grow
the roots is watered
with firm prayer
as I ask
as I seek
the more I receive
the more my mind grows
the more I have hope
that Islam is truth
the seed is growing
as I continue
I stay firm
I slip at times
but then I go back to water
the seeds with what I watered with them first
faith
prayer
and
conviction
eventually their will be Branch's
each branch representing
truth
each branch explaining that which is false
by Allah the tree will stand firm
watered with iman
watered with conviction

Filthy comments

Asalam alaykum , I recieved some filthy comments , if you click below 3 of the posts you will see, I do not know how to delete them since my comments weren't on moderaition ,now it is however , anyone has any idea pls drop me a comment thank you :)

Submit to Allah

Submit to Allah
she said
I was holding the free handset
submit to Allah
she said
I heard
my brain was processing
her words
my heart was trying to gain comfort from it
submit to Allah
it rang through my head
cry and prostrate to him
submit to Allah
she said
such precious advice
I will take with me
wherever I may be
submit to Allah
is all I need

The apple of truth

As I bite into the apple of truth
the juices overflow
tasting sweet
sending peace down my whole body
tranquility and serenity
humming right through my heart
This is truth I yearn

salafi islam or classical islam ?

salafi Islam or mainstream Islam ? , after converting from shia islam to sunni Islam , I have been confused about groups , I haven't actually joined a group , but everyone seems to be in a group , the type of Muslims I have been surrounded by is mainly salafi's , lately it has started to get to me . Salafi's are supposed to follow the 1st 3 generations of salaf, yet all the other 4 school of thoughts do exactly the same , so what makes them think they are so special ?
One of the reasons why I converted to sunni islam , was the lack of mercy and forgiveness in shia islam , in regards to their opinions on the sahaba , which I do not want to go into in great detail . I have always been into spiritual side of Islam , cleansing the heart and finding out who are you ? . Loving Allah , being close to Allah , salafi manhaj idea's are very rigid , they do not talk much about it . They make you think all other groups are deviated except salafi manhaj .
I have started getting sick of it , I went to a 2 day conference with salafi's I became really depressed , because it just felt so dead . I was living with people who were just so clueless , I'm just tired of people following something like a flock of sheep . Check the ingredients before you consume it ! .
I ask Allah to open the way for me to study the science's in Islam , hadeeth , quran and Arabic . One thing I have realized now is that , I have to go and study classical Islam , salafi ideas are very new , frankly speaking they think other peoples ideas are bidah , I'm starting to think wether their ideas is bidah ?