I wish

I wish I was satisfied
I wish I did not have to know about the suffering
I wish I understood why everything is the way it is
I wish these feelings would let me go
I wish I can bounce back from these feelings
I wish I can avoid a certain someone
I wish I can smile knowing it is genuine
I wish I knew how to be someone
but me
I wish I can just turn back to the light
I wish I can just except my situation
it seems the older I get
bigger the issues
I wish things do not have to be like this
I wish I can stop tormenting my mind like this
I want to stop sinning
but cannot seem to
I wish I can just stop wishing
I wish I can stop fantasing
and just submit back to reality

I dream

I dream one day I will be so strong
that nothing in this world can break me

I dream one day
I will have positive energy radiating from me
passing it on to others willingly

I dream one day
my face will be filled with luminous light of happiness
for everyone to see.

I dream one day
I will be content always
with whatever situation Allah puts me in

I dream one day
I will do things that will please the beloved
and stay away from that which angers the beloved

I dream one day
I will always be able to inspire myself
and inspire others along with me

I dream one day
I will be able to except myself whatever maybe

I dream one day
that I shall understand all that I don't understand in this present time

I dream one day
I will make a change in this world
with the help of Allah
with the strength of Allah