misreable

I often see people with miserable faces each one with a different story it seems to me people go through their whole life collecting their miserable emotions bottling them up in a jar tightening so tight to the extent theirs no room for forgiveness no room to just let go I wonder if these people would take a second to be just merciful to themselves then to others open that jar full of so much misery and pain and ask yourself do I really need this ?! I chose to be miserable for ten or twenty years carrying around the bitterness in my fine line wrinkles If only I was wise enough to just forgive I could have lived in the present instead I chose to live in the past I spent all those years miserable being angry and bitter all I had to was let go the jar is indeed full of anger pain sadness bitterness If only I had filled them with positive emotions Now there you are looking in the jar deciding were to start childhood memories? adulthood memories ? oh how hard it really is I suppose one can start with forgiveness Then the rest will take a step by step journey within myself you owe it to YOURSELF It will be hard emptying that jar that you have carried with you for so many years In the end it will be worth it you will be rewarded for it having a smiling face is loved by Allah frowning isn't!