Tuesday 12 June 2007

Painful insecuritys taking over me

My insecurity's is a complex thing in my life
You wouldn't think so by looking at me
my insecurity's vary
At times its mellow
other times its dramatic
then their are times where its painful
really painful
it feels like
A metal wire with sharp edges
winding itself round my whole body slowly ,painfully
almost suffocating me
making it hard for me to breath
my stomach lurching in all different directions
turning ,turning and turning
trying to make it stop
trying to get it under control
trying to fight it
but then i just sit their
letting it take over me .

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